WoNdEr

sometimes i wonder...

wondering that do we suits each other?

wondering  that do u really loves me ?

sometimes when i check ur fb ..saw u chat with others girls..

even more than me..

even looks like closer than me..

do u care my feelings?

call other ppl dont kao zai..

then wat abt me?

i care ur feelings..

i try my best nt to broke ur heart..

wat abt mine ?

i didnt ask too much from u ..but do u give me wat i surpose to get ?

sometimes i do feel sweet..

but after that?

u can dont bother me for whole day..

u can busy,but pls inform me 1st!

3/11/11

这是上次我去华夏文化营拍的=]

云顶半山的早晨。。

我知道不清楚~~

不过~~将就下拉=]]


其实，早上起来。。

我特别爱发呆。。

呆呆的看着外面的天空，即使每天都是同一片天。。

即使是一样的天空。。但。。每天都不一样。。



[观察身边细小的事物，他会在你生命中留下脚步]

乌龟

你知不知我。。。

心痛 ？


我不想多写~

只知道 泪的滋味

小妹妹

之前就参加了华夏生活营~~

在营里认识了好多人=]

去了那么多次的营会...还真的第一次被人当小妹妹


谢谢你们！

因为你们，我感觉到被保护被关心


谢谢！


我在参加营会前生病了2天

在怀疑着自己能不能去

但同时...我病好转了

只是不能吃多

不能吃辣


去了营会之后

我感觉到大家的亲切感

真的很窝心

同组的，，看着我吃药

个个问我：你怎么了？做么吃药

我就说阿：我来之前病了2天然后又畏痛

后来。。你们就事事迁就我

说我不能吃这个不能吃那个

然后又说。。吃这个好吃那个好


老实说。。。我忘了！

但谢谢你们！



当小妹妹........真的不错 =]

亲爱的，谢谢！

=]

让我解放

到底我要忍耐到什么时候？

别人的无理取闹，我忍耐
别人无理的责备，我忍耐
别人无理的诬赖，我忍耐
别人的不谅解，我忍耐

到底。。

还要忍耐什么？


我真的会发疯

太多事情发生


我甚至不想去理会


如果我能把我心中的事一次过放解


那。。。该有多好！


或许

有哪天、

我想不开了


我就会远离我现在所拥有的一切


到一个没有人认识我的地方


从新生活


不要怪我太悲伤


我是在这种背景 长大的。


вч sм

13 August 2011

just now i wrote a very long passage..

but suddenly gone !!

arg...lazy to upload pic ...

a shirt tat er jie bought 4 me..

nice strips..

ooww..

forget to tell u..

if u are free ..

pls visit siaocarbo.com

haha...it's just a joke..

we use to joke abt this ...

hahaha...

BU-FS

什么是BU?什么是FS?


BU=Break Up
FS=分手


明白了吧？

是的______________我最近失恋了
那又怎么样？

开始的人不是我。。分手的人也不是我

是的。。我哭得要死

朋友们都被我吓倒

因为每次都是我劝他们，不是他们劝我

但____这次我输！了！


感谢陪我走过的朋友。。。


-倩桦姐
-大大
-大哥
-敏
-培

还有其他的~~


真的谢谢你们！！

感激不尽！！

因为你们__我坚强
               ___我不哭泣
               ___我为自己打气
               ___我学会放弃
               ___我。。。


还有很多很多。。

真的谢谢~~


大哥~~尤其是你

真的谢谢。。

知道你口是心非。。

谢谢=]

我说过我会坚定！

我说过我会忍！

我会加油！


^^
=]
[=
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n_n

这些笑容是给你们的。

谢谢

———梅

e-e

hrm ... i dun know what title to put . so just put the name that i will always remember.

haha..i am going to complete my midyear exam..

no more hair dropping~

no more suddenly wake up at night~


I want back my normal life style !!



mood ar..mood.. dun always treat me like this.

suddenly yes suddenly no..

look at this pic will make me feel better =]

ya...it's sun set =]

May [Exam]

@@
exam again..
after this exam...

seriously...
I'm going to Go away !


1 more week to go...
Bless me =]


__be who am i and wat i suppose to be __


=]


Have good day!
Dont be sad of what u going through , Be happy that  u can overcome .

Apr [mood]

最近真的很不开心！

究竟是为什么？？？

太多的事情阻碍我前进

我上课　我去教会　我出街　我在家

我一直在伪装

因为我不愿意让别人看到我伤心　也不想要

很多人会说　我是整天笑的傻子

但　我不是　我只是在掩盖真正的自己

或许你们会看到我生气　我心情不好

但　你们从来不会看见泪流满脸的我

因为那才是最真实的我

太多太多的事情　我不想告诉别人

因为都是我真实的心声

而且　有可能会影响我身边的人

最近　超爱［种豆］

因为我心情不好



有些人　真的看了不顺眼　虽然我知道　是我自己

涵养不够好

但是　我就是对她反感

为什么？　因为她装

为什么我会知道？　因为我观察

通常我静静不说话时　就是我观察的时候

或者　边谈天　边观察




－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

我要放松我自己　不再理会这一切

我要放开！

我真的不想这些石头　压在我身上

放了我　我累了

［我们家］的事　也不想理

考试快到了　又是时候把石头扛在身上






这些事已经把我压得重重了

我那里找来精神去谈恋爱　？



－明白事理点－

－独立点－

－自重点－

8/4/11

hrm...my birthday passed..it was a nice n simple celebration with my family members..but my third sis absent.she was here with me last year..i miss those days.

I really appreaciate the time that i can spend with others..Especially my family members.
without them , no Angeline/ shoo mei ...Thanks <3
Home Sweet Home.
Eventough there are problems between us..i believe we can solve them.


This is the 3rd month i work as teacher ^^ i feel happy while teaching them..
Did i have the potensial to be a teacher?
Haha..Dun  know.but i like to teach^^



What will be , will be. Let them go naturally , dun care too much. What ever problems come , accept it. Dun blame. That's a challenge from HIM .and I believe HIM will let me learn something.


April is a busy month. Hope my body wont ignore my order. Pls listen to me ^.^

- Heartless -

I dun know wat can i do...
next week going to be my test..
i didnt prepare anything..
TT

I am tired..
for wat i go through i cant get any reason to persuade my self..
I'm tired being happy all the time..

I cant follow everyone's style.
I cant make everyone happy.
I cant consider others feelings all the time.


But !!!
There are some people who use to complaint me!
I said.. i have my own style.
No one is going to change his/her life style because of someone.

Only Thee can change me. Cause He love me before i know Him.

I'm frustrated !
It's enough for me to doing all this..
I use to follow others style just because they are pity..
 From now on , no More!

It's been a long time i accept all these things.

Can u consider my feeling once or twice?

The arguement between u 2... I dun know how to solve.
U both are self-centered ..
Cant imagine if both of u really argue.


I can just past this thing to God n pray hard!


Conclusion : tired...
                    needs others conern.



That's all..

Diary frm Angeline

today is 19/2 ...today of next month is my day.
I'm  the king of the day ..wahahaha...

I wont hope that much, cause i know..
hope more , u will dissapointed more!
tried it many times...

Recently , i like this thing !
 Pig rabbit!!!!

My pig rabbit...
wish i could get this!!!

Love it..


if i know whr can get , sure i will buy...




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a lot of things are unimagineable...
 example : people...this min he/she will say like u , next min scold u!

so ...wat can i hope for?
for those who did that to me..
for sure..i wont bother u !!

cause u hurt me!


and pls be mature n reasonable..

according to how old u are n be how mature u are..

at last...speechless...

1st post

erm...wanna to open a blog long time ago..
but no 1 teach me..
so i learn myself ^^


this is the begining of the year..
i dun know wat will happen in future..
wat i can do is pray hard=)


hope i can manage my time wisely..
i cant afford too much this time..
i know...it takes time..


may god bless me..

i had been sick for 2 weeks plus..
i didnt go to church becoz i scare my viruses spread to the others..
forgive me..
but i didnt forget abt church n god..


i knw he is my father , he is my god.

i hoped i can learn better this year..
--read english bible--

Gambateh!
=]