Apr [mood]

最近真的很不开心！

究竟是为什么？？？

太多的事情阻碍我前进

我上课　我去教会　我出街　我在家

我一直在伪装

因为我不愿意让别人看到我伤心　也不想要

很多人会说　我是整天笑的傻子

但　我不是　我只是在掩盖真正的自己

或许你们会看到我生气　我心情不好

但　你们从来不会看见泪流满脸的我

因为那才是最真实的我

太多太多的事情　我不想告诉别人

因为都是我真实的心声

而且　有可能会影响我身边的人

最近　超爱［种豆］

因为我心情不好



有些人　真的看了不顺眼　虽然我知道　是我自己

涵养不够好

但是　我就是对她反感

为什么？　因为她装

为什么我会知道？　因为我观察

通常我静静不说话时　就是我观察的时候

或者　边谈天　边观察




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我要放松我自己　不再理会这一切

我要放开！

我真的不想这些石头　压在我身上

放了我　我累了

［我们家］的事　也不想理

考试快到了　又是时候把石头扛在身上






这些事已经把我压得重重了

我那里找来精神去谈恋爱　？



－明白事理点－

－独立点－

－自重点－

8/4/11

hrm...my birthday passed..it was a nice n simple celebration with my family members..but my third sis absent.she was here with me last year..i miss those days.

I really appreaciate the time that i can spend with others..Especially my family members.
without them , no Angeline/ shoo mei ...Thanks <3
Home Sweet Home.
Eventough there are problems between us..i believe we can solve them.


This is the 3rd month i work as teacher ^^ i feel happy while teaching them..
Did i have the potensial to be a teacher?
Haha..Dun  know.but i like to teach^^



What will be , will be. Let them go naturally , dun care too much. What ever problems come , accept it. Dun blame. That's a challenge from HIM .and I believe HIM will let me learn something.


April is a busy month. Hope my body wont ignore my order. Pls listen to me ^.^

- Heartless -

I dun know wat can i do...
next week going to be my test..
i didnt prepare anything..
TT

I am tired..
for wat i go through i cant get any reason to persuade my self..
I'm tired being happy all the time..

I cant follow everyone's style.
I cant make everyone happy.
I cant consider others feelings all the time.


But !!!
There are some people who use to complaint me!
I said.. i have my own style.
No one is going to change his/her life style because of someone.

Only Thee can change me. Cause He love me before i know Him.

I'm frustrated !
It's enough for me to doing all this..
I use to follow others style just because they are pity..
 From now on , no More!

It's been a long time i accept all these things.

Can u consider my feeling once or twice?

The arguement between u 2... I dun know how to solve.
U both are self-centered ..
Cant imagine if both of u really argue.


I can just past this thing to God n pray hard!


Conclusion : tired...
                    needs others conern.



That's all..

Diary frm Angeline

today is 19/2 ...today of next month is my day.
I'm  the king of the day ..wahahaha...

I wont hope that much, cause i know..
hope more , u will dissapointed more!
tried it many times...

Recently , i like this thing !
 Pig rabbit!!!!

My pig rabbit...
wish i could get this!!!

Love it..


if i know whr can get , sure i will buy...




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a lot of things are unimagineable...
 example : people...this min he/she will say like u , next min scold u!

so ...wat can i hope for?
for those who did that to me..
for sure..i wont bother u !!

cause u hurt me!


and pls be mature n reasonable..

according to how old u are n be how mature u are..

at last...speechless...

1st post

erm...wanna to open a blog long time ago..
but no 1 teach me..
so i learn myself ^^


this is the begining of the year..
i dun know wat will happen in future..
wat i can do is pray hard=)


hope i can manage my time wisely..
i cant afford too much this time..
i know...it takes time..


may god bless me..

i had been sick for 2 weeks plus..
i didnt go to church becoz i scare my viruses spread to the others..
forgive me..
but i didnt forget abt church n god..


i knw he is my father , he is my god.

i hoped i can learn better this year..
--read english bible--

Gambateh!
=]